so busy since school reopen......

my life is getting busier and busier....

the homework is like a mountain.....everyday also got....

busy and dun have time to update anything.....

form 4 is really a difficult year.....full of toughness......

everything is getting more difficult than before....so must do a lot of hardwork...

chemistry,physic,add math,biology.......wanna to use the brain to think.....

so hard.....

everything subject also wan to write the essay including the moral and history....

wat kind of life it is....????

is ok...i think i will handle it soon after some times.....

i can do it....

when i fall down ,i need to wake up myself.....so i can...must....

2 more days ....haha....chinese new year will arrive....wakaka....

so happy can celebrate cny with my sis....

she went to the Kem for almost 1 and a half months liao lols....

she is coming back to celebrate cny with us....

haha

she became darker than before as they need to marching and marching everyday and night...

she has to do all the thing by herself....

wash her clothes....wakaka...i am much more lucky than her....

mum helps me to wash my clothes....

so anyway.....

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

              and

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY

to eveyone in this world....

happy every day and night......smile^.^....=XD 

i will never consider him as my ........

y always like that want? i dun like this....

when i was away,this kind of things will never happen.....

bt when i juz came back...then everything is changing....

i hate him...i dun like him...never consider him as my.....

y always like that? is it because of me?

because of my existence?

everything he done to us....he will get it one day...

he have to be responsible to what he had chosen....and also what he had done....

he will get it one day...

他所做的一切，将来他要自己承受...no one will lend a helping hand to him....

i will never forget what he had done to us...

remember it in my whole life....

never forgive him....

everything he done...he have done...he must take it one day...

he will realize it one day....

i have to learn not to抱怨...

总有一天，他会为他所做的一切付出同等的代价...

bitter...& sweet....in my life...

sometime i really envy other people..they have a very good family that lives in harmony together.....doesn't quarrel every times....

my family also like that...bt i still envy other people.....
at the beginning...we can sit together and chit-chatting happily...
bt after a moment...it totally 360' changes...u know?
because of a question...everyone complexion changes...totally change....
i hate it....y we can't sit and discuss together???make a decision that everyone agree..y can't?
y they must shout at each other???using violent???....
this feeling i believe that everyone dun like it....bt this is what i always facing....
hate it....i dun want 2 live in this kind of environment...hate it .....
i can't afford it....
ya..it's right that everyone has own emotion...bt we must control ourselves as we r a family....our relationship is special...
we can live together and be a family in this world is very weird....because of '缘分' 
u know?
we have to learn to appreciate it....
everything that we gain today...we may not gain another day....
what we have today..we should appreciate it and treasure it ...
today we alive bt tomorrow we dunno what will happen to us....
our fate is changing everyday....the only one knows what will happen tomorrow is the god...  
有今生无来世...so 要懂得珍惜现在所拥有的一切...
every moment every second we must treat it and use it carefully and appreciate it...
今天永远不知明天事....所以做任何事都要三思而行..对得起良心与父母...
珍惜一切!!!要惜福啊....my god...namoamituofo....

piano's result is out......

=)haha.....my piano result is out....yesterday....

so happy that i have passed the exam.....

but i think i passed with the lowest mark...cause that day...

when i entered into the room....oh my god...my hand is trembling like a leaf....

non-stop of trembling....and so scared....

is fortunate that the examiner is a nice guy......he told me not to worry....
hehe.....thank you to him for giving me passed the piano exam......
i think i will suggest to my teacher that i would like to take the ABRSM exam than Trinity....
my own opinion is ABRSM exam is better than Trinity...is my feeling....maybe....haha
hopeful that i also can score 8As in my pmr.....soon.....!!!!
the pmr result also wanna to out....maybe after Christmas.....hope i really get 8As and remain in the same class next year 2010....no any change....
god bless me and all those same age with me.....XD 

so happy....the end of the schooling day.....

yesterday was the last day for all of us to school...haha

form 5 students wanna to exam liao....SPM.......

hope all the best for the form 5 students and also my sis......gambate -.-

so unfortunate....the last day.....was quite a terrible day for me.......

school 'gotong-royong' has made me so tired.....我的背好酸oooooo......

nvm lah.....is ok.......nothing....

so boring......dunno wanna to do what in the house????watch movie?listen music?blogging?

boring...all this things.....

24 Nov i am having piano exam......hopeful i can pass .............haha

gambate.......must be hardworking to practice liao.....

打架......

oh my god..... today early in the morning....there was a fight in my school.....XXX......
so fearful.....the outside people came to our school and said that they wanna to find my principal......
the prefects that were standing there for the traffic....getting beat by them.....is terrible....
he juz wan them go to the guard house to make register if they wanna to find somebody in my school.....
juz because of this....they getting beat by them....those guy are very  arbitrariness....
but lucky they juz get some light injuries.....but nw dunno hw about them....their head getting beat.....
really very horrible.......the people outside something like the gangster...so terrible....hate them...
they are fearless......they dun scare that they will getting caught by my school teachers or the polices....
my school teachers quickly phoned and made a report to the polices....
the 1st time i saw that the polices acted fast when a report is made.....
bt unfortunately, they didn't caught those guy who beat my school prefects....
hopefully they will getting caught by the polices one day if they still act like tat - gangsters.....hate this.....
hope the god bless all the prefects that were beat by them.....they will recover soon....god bless them.....
hope that they have nothing after having the body check at the hospital.....god bless all the good people....^.^

oh my god......wanna to 缝珠子....

讨厌.......要缝珠子.......so lazy......
i juz simply make it....haha....lazy to do this lame things....
hate it.......2moro wanna to take to the teacher bt i haven't done yet......
dunno hw........lazy to do it.......
next time i promise i will not do this kind of thing again........
seni??????art?????dun like and dun have the interest abt this....
is so 难看.......colour is no match.....i can't find the black colour...
so i juz use the other colour.......no match....dunno hw?????
nvm lah......juz hand in to the teacher and no need to record the marks......
so i think is nevermine lah hor?????
hope so.....
dun know 2moro wanna to do wat???nothing 2 do in the school.......so lame.......
hopefully the teacher can accept the colours lah........
sleep and dun think 2 much.....2moro will be good......gambate ne~