i will never consider him as my ........

y always like that want? i dun like this....

when i was away,this kind of things will never happen.....

bt when i juz came back...then everything is changing....

i hate him...i dun like him...never consider him as my.....

y always like that? is it because of me?

because of my existence?

everything he done to us....he will get it one day...

he have to be responsible to what he had chosen....and also what he had done....

he will get it one day...

他所做的一切，将来他要自己承受...no one will lend a helping hand to him....

i will never forget what he had done to us...

remember it in my whole life....

never forgive him....

everything he done...he have done...he must take it one day...

he will realize it one day....

i have to learn not to抱怨...

总有一天，他会为他所做的一切付出同等的代价...

bitter...& sweet....in my life...

sometime i really envy other people..they have a very good family that lives in harmony together.....doesn't quarrel every times....

my family also like that...bt i still envy other people.....
at the beginning...we can sit together and chit-chatting happily...
bt after a moment...it totally 360' changes...u know?
because of a question...everyone complexion changes...totally change....
i hate it....y we can't sit and discuss together???make a decision that everyone agree..y can't?
y they must shout at each other???using violent???....
this feeling i believe that everyone dun like it....bt this is what i always facing....
hate it....i dun want 2 live in this kind of environment...hate it .....
i can't afford it....
ya..it's right that everyone has own emotion...bt we must control ourselves as we r a family....our relationship is special...
we can live together and be a family in this world is very weird....because of '缘分' 
u know?
we have to learn to appreciate it....
everything that we gain today...we may not gain another day....
what we have today..we should appreciate it and treasure it ...
today we alive bt tomorrow we dunno what will happen to us....
our fate is changing everyday....the only one knows what will happen tomorrow is the god...  
有今生无来世...so 要懂得珍惜现在所拥有的一切...
every moment every second we must treat it and use it carefully and appreciate it...
今天永远不知明天事....所以做任何事都要三思而行..对得起良心与父母...
珍惜一切!!!要惜福啊....my god...namoamituofo....

piano's result is out......

=)haha.....my piano result is out....yesterday....

so happy that i have passed the exam.....

but i think i passed with the lowest mark...cause that day...

when i entered into the room....oh my god...my hand is trembling like a leaf....

non-stop of trembling....and so scared....

is fortunate that the examiner is a nice guy......he told me not to worry....
hehe.....thank you to him for giving me passed the piano exam......
i think i will suggest to my teacher that i would like to take the ABRSM exam than Trinity....
my own opinion is ABRSM exam is better than Trinity...is my feeling....maybe....haha
hopeful that i also can score 8As in my pmr.....soon.....!!!!
the pmr result also wanna to out....maybe after Christmas.....hope i really get 8As and remain in the same class next year 2010....no any change....
god bless me and all those same age with me.....XD