i will never consider him as my ........

y always like that want? i dun like this....

when i was away,this kind of things will never happen.....

bt when i juz came back...then everything is changing....

i hate him...i dun like him...never consider him as my.....

y always like that? is it because of me?

because of my existence?

everything he done to us....he will get it one day...

he have to be responsible to what he had chosen....and also what he had done....

he will get it one day...

他所做的一切，将来他要自己承受...no one will lend a helping hand to him....

i will never forget what he had done to us...

remember it in my whole life....

never forgive him....

everything he done...he have done...he must take it one day...

he will realize it one day....

i have to learn not to抱怨...

总有一天，他会为他所做的一切付出同等的代价...

bitter...& sweet....in my life...

sometime i really envy other people..they have a very good family that lives in harmony together.....doesn't quarrel every times....

my family also like that...bt i still envy other people.....
at the beginning...we can sit together and chit-chatting happily...
bt after a moment...it totally 360' changes...u know?
because of a question...everyone complexion changes...totally change....
i hate it....y we can't sit and discuss together???make a decision that everyone agree..y can't?
y they must shout at each other???using violent???....
this feeling i believe that everyone dun like it....bt this is what i always facing....
hate it....i dun want 2 live in this kind of environment...hate it .....
i can't afford it....
ya..it's right that everyone has own emotion...bt we must control ourselves as we r a family....our relationship is special...
we can live together and be a family in this world is very weird....because of '缘分' 
u know?
we have to learn to appreciate it....
everything that we gain today...we may not gain another day....
what we have today..we should appreciate it and treasure it ...
today we alive bt tomorrow we dunno what will happen to us....
our fate is changing everyday....the only one knows what will happen tomorrow is the god...  
有今生无来世...so 要懂得珍惜现在所拥有的一切...
every moment every second we must treat it and use it carefully and appreciate it...
今天永远不知明天事....所以做任何事都要三思而行..对得起良心与父母...
珍惜一切!!!要惜福啊....my god...namoamituofo....

piano's result is out......

=)haha.....my piano result is out....yesterday....

so happy that i have passed the exam.....

but i think i passed with the lowest mark...cause that day...

when i entered into the room....oh my god...my hand is trembling like a leaf....

non-stop of trembling....and so scared....

is fortunate that the examiner is a nice guy......he told me not to worry....
hehe.....thank you to him for giving me passed the piano exam......
i think i will suggest to my teacher that i would like to take the ABRSM exam than Trinity....
my own opinion is ABRSM exam is better than Trinity...is my feeling....maybe....haha
hopeful that i also can score 8As in my pmr.....soon.....!!!!
the pmr result also wanna to out....maybe after Christmas.....hope i really get 8As and remain in the same class next year 2010....no any change....
god bless me and all those same age with me.....XD 

so happy....the end of the schooling day.....

yesterday was the last day for all of us to school...haha

form 5 students wanna to exam liao....SPM.......

hope all the best for the form 5 students and also my sis......gambate -.-

so unfortunate....the last day.....was quite a terrible day for me.......

school 'gotong-royong' has made me so tired.....我的背好酸oooooo......

nvm lah.....is ok.......nothing....

so boring......dunno wanna to do what in the house????watch movie?listen music?blogging?

boring...all this things.....

24 Nov i am having piano exam......hopeful i can pass .............haha

gambate.......must be hardworking to practice liao.....

打架......

oh my god..... today early in the morning....there was a fight in my school.....XXX......
so fearful.....the outside people came to our school and said that they wanna to find my principal......
the prefects that were standing there for the traffic....getting beat by them.....is terrible....
he juz wan them go to the guard house to make register if they wanna to find somebody in my school.....
juz because of this....they getting beat by them....those guy are very  arbitrariness....
but lucky they juz get some light injuries.....but nw dunno hw about them....their head getting beat.....
really very horrible.......the people outside something like the gangster...so terrible....hate them...
they are fearless......they dun scare that they will getting caught by my school teachers or the polices....
my school teachers quickly phoned and made a report to the polices....
the 1st time i saw that the polices acted fast when a report is made.....
bt unfortunately, they didn't caught those guy who beat my school prefects....
hopefully they will getting caught by the polices one day if they still act like tat - gangsters.....hate this.....
hope the god bless all the prefects that were beat by them.....they will recover soon....god bless them.....
hope that they have nothing after having the body check at the hospital.....god bless all the good people....^.^

oh my god......wanna to 缝珠子....

讨厌.......要缝珠子.......so lazy......
i juz simply make it....haha....lazy to do this lame things....
hate it.......2moro wanna to take to the teacher bt i haven't done yet......
dunno hw........lazy to do it.......
next time i promise i will not do this kind of thing again........
seni??????art?????dun like and dun have the interest abt this....
is so 难看.......colour is no match.....i can't find the black colour...
so i juz use the other colour.......no match....dunno hw?????
nvm lah......juz hand in to the teacher and no need to record the marks......
so i think is nevermine lah hor?????
hope so.....
dun know 2moro wanna to do wat???nothing 2 do in the school.......so lame.......
hopefully the teacher can accept the colours lah........
sleep and dun think 2 much.....2moro will be good......gambate ne~

stupid quarrel abt the heritage......money.....????

so sad....since they knew abt the money having by granddad....they all dun want to pay for his medicine's cost.......
oh my god...so stupid to quarrel abt that thing.....
our parents have given a chance for us 2 stay in this world....
they never appreciate it and filial them bt quarrel abt the money....
all are money faces$$$$.....they threw all the responsibility to my 3rd aunt and dun want 2 pay for the medicine's payment and also never give the living expenses to granddad and my 3rd aunt frequently..........
hate them deeply from my heart.....
they think that granddad have the money and so they dun need to pay for them....
they r wrong....
the money all was given by my mum, my 2nd aunt and also the smallest uncle who live in Singapore......and some of them was saved by grandmum when she is still alive.....
they never know abt it.....is unfair to give them the money....
they dun even give the money frequently to granddad.....
y they will get the money one day if granddad is old or passes away??????
they as the son, actually have the responsibility to take of them and not juz listen to their wife......
i believe god is fair......god will never bless those who irresponsible and unfilial to their parents.......
hate them......£@$£%£$

sienz......in the school....

today, wenxian they all dun come to school...
they didn't tell me.....nvm lah.....
haha bt is quite good lah.....chat with shi bei them.....yin zhi....
i heard that rouyi's head got a cut yesterday when they went to eco-farm....
dun heard them talk abt it...yin zhi told me wan....nvm lah
so sienz...nothing to do in the school bt eat....
juz nw when i came back from school, i was shocked by the uncle......
oh my god....when i came down from the car.....he was standing beside me.....
shocked.......so scary that suddenly a person stand behind me.......
so boring....dunno wan to write wat thing at the blog.....
smile ^.^everyday can make u happy the whole day
and also laugh is the best medicine for those who r sick and sad....
the time and day is still going non-stop....
so we must appreciate it and do watever i wan and like to do
so that we won't regret....加油!!!

pic i took before......

this winnie the pool's cake looks very tasty.....bt i dun hav the chance

to eat....sad-_-... my sis bought for her friendsz....

haha....the coffee mocha that i drunk before at the Apex.....is bitter

bt quite good for me to excrete...haha....i went to "put put".......

boring day....

so boring this day.....
since pmr finished, my life become very boring....
nothing to do....juz sit at there and make a daydream.......
2moro they all dun go 2 school...so i will be alone....myself.....sad-_-........
haha....i decide dun attend the school 2moro haha......i can wash my face......
wanna 2 play piano....the trinity exam is coming soon....so scare can't pass....
hopefully god bless me lah!!!!!!
gambate ne..........加油!!!!